Monday, February 25, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Disturbingly accurate.
Nichole Sex F
Seattle, WA 53 United States 11/27/1970 00:36 - Julian day 2440917.86
Adjust 8.00 ST 4.50 Lat 47.36 Long 122.20
Birth Chart
This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Nichole
Sun in Sagittarius
She is good, idealistic, enthusiastic and warm-hearted. She is independent, has a taste for travel and freedom. She is pre-disposed to a professional career.
Weaknesses: She is too adventurous and leaves things to chance: takes risks which cause problems: she is rebellious and has a playful spirit.
Moon in Scorpio
Courageous, brave, independent, not a fearful nature. The type of sensual woman who likes
eroticism.Weaknesses: excesses of pleasures of the flesh, sensual delights and sensuality
Mercury in Sagittarius
Democrat, philosopher, tolerant, respectful of laws. Likes foreign travel. Believes that everything teaches you
something.
Weaknesses: free spirit, that likes adventure and will leap into hazardous and risky affairs.
Venus in Scorpio
Sensual and passionate, she likes love, the act of making love. Passionate loves, full of ardor and desire where the partner needs to be able to match her level or else recriminations will follow. While being passionate, she is also jealous and possessive.
Weaknesses: if disappointed or deceived in love, she can become bitter and odious. She hates the person as much as she used to love. Only jealousy can be as strong as hate.
Mars in Libra
Aggression is quite simply repressed. She stores up the setbacks without letting it show, but too much can be difficult to support. Appreciates the Arts, beauty.
Weaknesses: she is quick to criticize the society in which she lives. She likes to please and plays on the affection of others.
Jupiter in Scorpio
She is provocative, brusque, offensive. Very pretentious and opinionated, with lots of authority and ambition. Possibility of a large family.
Weaknesses: immoderate sensual appetite. Pretension, disdain, insolence.
Saturn in Taurus
Slow butpersistent in action. Perseverance of effort, assiduity, in a regular and set manner.
Weaknesses: she perseveres, insisting on her way but is intransigent. Not very expansive.
Uranus in Libra
Well-developed artistic leanings. Her balance can be upset by too great an independence.
Neptune in Sagittarius
Likes long voyages, things foreign, water.
Pluto in Virgo
Takes away her shyness.
Sign and ascendant
Sagittarius ascendant Virg0
The planets in the houses
The planetary positions in the houses express the facts relative to destiny.
Sun in III
She has a good education, a solid grasp of facts. Socially successful, she wants to be known. She has a strong influence on her circle.
Moon in III
Highly imaginative, but has difficulty in concentrating. She fantasizes sometimes. Important studies, moves around a lot and travels frequently.
Mercury in IV
Good education, she is cultivated, likes literature, family life and family relationships.
Venus in III
Likes everything that is beautiful, likes decorum. Outstanding intelligence. She works in a trade linked to beauty, fashion. Numerous select friends.
Mars in II
She undertakes daring and dangerous enterprises. She has lots of initiative. She works hard for her money, of which she earns a lot. She is a spendthrift, money comes and goes. She is always ready to start from scratch in the event of a setback. Great willingness and enthusiasm.
Jupiter in III
She has good judgement, a sense of values, an open and optimistic mind, a good education and high moral standards. She likes studying. She is successful in communications work. Her professional work is a vocation and plays a great part in her life.
Saturn in IX
She is studious, patient, rigorous, austere. She likes reflection, meditation. She carries out all the plans she makes. She is a stay-at-home.
Uranus in II
She has a lot of flair. She is unreliable at work, always ready for change. She must have an out-of-the-ordinary job, in which case all goes well: otherwise, she will often change jobs and will have financial problems.
Neptune in III
She has a lot of imagination, high ideals. She is nostalgic. Likes studying.
The houses in the signs
Ascendant in Virgo
Predisposed for the medical, paramedical, or social service professions. Likes peace and tranquility at home. Looks for a loving and tender partner.
House II in Libra
Income will come either as a result of an advantageous marriage, or by a very useful association.
House III in Scorpio
Makes a good investigator because she is very curious, likes researching and does this with a lot of patience, likes to solve mysteries. Knows how to take risks, while being aware of the dangers.
House IV in Sagittarius
She will certainly marry a foreigner, or go to live abroad permanently and set up home there.
House V in Capricorn
The absolute example of the "serious" type. Everything is calculated, the slightest risk analyzed, patience is one of her main qualities. Doesn't know anything about chance. One or two love affairs, marriage, a family, all unproblematic - done calmly with love and wisdom.
House VI in Aquarius
One of the professions or teaching. Weak point: the circulation of the blood.
House VII in Pisces
Marriage with someone who will quickly disappoint. The spouse's lack of energy and vitality will annoy her, and this could lead to the break-up of the marriage. A second, happier one could happen.
House VIII in Aries
The spouse will tend to spend more money than she earns. Be careful of any haste that could prove dangerous. Drives a car too fast.
House X in Gemini
Profession requiring lots of change and movement. If this isn't the case, then lots of job changes. Likes to move, travel, write.
House XI in Cancer
Sincere and life-long friendships. The family comes first, however.
House XII in Leo
A few problems with authority or someone in charge.
Interplanetary aspects
The interplanetary aspects have a strong influence on the character and disposition of the individual and, consequently, on her destiny.
The conjunction aspect is variable and depends above all on the nature of the conjoint planets.
292 Conjunction Sun - Neptune
She has a fertile imagination, is full of inspiration, and very emotional - all qualities that she uses on the professional level. She likes the Arts, beauty.
157 Conjunction Moon - Jupiter
She is frank, honest, optimistic and generous. She likes good cooking, her comforts. Her friendships are sincere. She is a worker and knows how to surround herself with the right people: she is appreciated at work.
-129 Opposition Jupiter - Saturn
She is indifferent to what goes on around her, is mistrustful and always unsatisfied. She is easily irritated.
-104 Opposition Moon - Saturn
She has changeable moods, a reserved character, is stubborn and lacks assurance. Her relationship with her mother is disturbing and difficult, she has considerable family problems. This is the standard aspect for children who are abandoned or lack maternal love.
89 Conjunction Moon - Venus
She is gracious, sweet and gay. She likes pleasure and entertainment, but also the Arts. She needs tenderness, loves and wants children. She appreciates home life in a comfortable atmosphere.
67 Sextile Moon - Ascendant
She has a good influence on the family, which loves and helps the person. She likes travelling, movement, change. She likes contact and is open to other people.
47 Sextile Mercury - Mars
She likes to discuss, likes polemic. She has good judgement and is determined. She is a worker and has lots of energy. She has a lively intelligence and goes to the heart of things.
39 Sextile Neptune - Pluto
36 Trine Saturn - Ascendant
She is serious, sober, thoughtful, pays attention to detail. She likes to be with older people.
24 Trine Uranus - Midheaven
She must have a job that allows her complete freedom, something non-routine. She likes change, has a lot of energy and knows how to influence others in spite of her originality.
-20 Opposition Venus - Saturn
This aspect sometimes means unhealthy sensuality. She is hard, and does not know how to express her emotions. She is frightened of showing her love, and this leads to disappointments, break-ups, lack of satisfaction. It is likely that she had problems with her mother, who did not know how to love her or give her self-confidence. She doubts, is suspicious and jealous. She will learn how to be happy in love, to be at ease with herself and to control her jealousy in the second half of her life, thanks to an older person, who gives her self-confidence back to her, so she can then trust others.
-18 Opposition Mercury - Midheaven
She has no specific aim in life. She frequently changes jobs, is unstable but likes change, which gives her the feeling of living intensely. Lots of activity as far as love is concerned - she has a full sex life.
16 Sextile Jupiter - Ascendant
She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.
-15 Square Mercury - Ascendant
She likes to criticize, to gossip. Frequently arguing, she is nervous but also disturbed. She looks out too much for a verbal battle, and is provoking.
Aspects
Planet Aspect Planet Orb/Value
Sun Conjunction Neptune 3.55 292
Moon Conjunction Venus 6.01 89
Moon Conjunction Jupiter 4.23 157
Moon Opposition Saturn 1.50 -104
Moon Sextile Ascendant 1.02 67
Mercury Sextile Mars 2.37 47
Mercury Square Ascendant 4.22 -15
Mercury Opposition Midheaven 7.34 -18
Venus Opposition Saturn 7.51 -20
Jupiter Opposition Saturn 2.33 -129
Jupiter Sextile Ascendant 3.22 16
Saturn Trine Ascendant 0.48 36
Uranus Trine Midheaven 1.32 24
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1.25 39
767 -286 481
Sign types & asteroids
Signs masculine 5 Signs of fire 3
Signs feminine 5 Signs of earth 2
Signs cardinals 2 Signs of air 2
Signs fixed 4 Signs of water 3
Signs mutable 4
Chiron Aries 5.48 R
Ceres Aries 24.21 R
Pallas Aquarius 28.34
Juno Taurus 22.03 R
Vesta Scorpio 21.37
Fortune Leo 28.28
South node Leo 27.22
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Victoria
Victoria Randy and my lover. A creative write....
She had a million personas in her slight frame. I felt it when our silly girl tango swithched from follow to lead. I've never felt anything like it. I knew I had the power but somewhere down the line I'd let her be the guide. She said she looked in my eyes and got lost inside. Randy already took the dive. But they knew I would be the one to decide. Her nervous flirt a contrast to his old seductive dialogue. She held my hand and tried to play cool. But my lover pulled me away with memory's hand. He was all that occupied my mind.
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
Wondering why leaving isolation feels so lonely
So I've had a tough few weeks (for those of you who don't know). Circumstances and events beyond my control have tossed me into an involuntary episode of isolation. I'm an active person by nature and EXTREMELY social. The exit into this alter-state was less than smoothe. Let's just say it was more like going through a shotgun wedding.
So you would think that my emergence from iso would be magical and full of sunshine and rainbows, wouldn't you? Not quite. I've come out only to see that it's really not the same. Those 'good ol days' are gone and don't appear to be on the menu anymore. I still have people around me, but they aren't the same. I feel like the senior coming back from her junior year abroad. I'm different and I no longer can relate. Like we all just drifted apart. It's such a paradox. I feel so sickeningly lonely now that I am no longer alone.
Time to chart another course.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Research is necessary
I'm curious as to what I'm sending out these days. It has to be more than words or actions. Thanks to EXACTLY 14 random people citing my 'energy' in the last month, I am inclined to assert credibility (or at least curiosity) to the concept of such a thing. As if in a physiological "Big Bang" I am in a complete new world. I have always been accused of 'looking for the black hole' at the same time holding hands with pragmaticism. I have felt as if I was on a constant teeter-totter (or better yet, tug-of-war) game with idealism and realism. Suffice it to say, I'm a bit confused as to my 'human' element and how it can co-habitate with my logical element. I'm at a loss as to how to reconcile the two yet infatuated by both. Soooo, considereing the KOSMOS (Greek philo), I am tempted to ask someone to explain why in such a temultuous time, I have found myself and my encounters as of late to be particularly serendipidous????
Monday, February 4, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Insomnia
I'm suffering.... bad.
There's just so much fun stuff to do and think about, I'm getting consistently about 4 hours a night. I need someone to knock some sense into me before I burn out.
