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Sunday, August 3, 2008

weird

Sometimes I wish I was not as smart as I am.  Basically, you can't keep a secret from me.  One of my undeniably (almost freakishly) accurate skills is logic.  Couple that with a helluva good intuition, I got almost anyone near me numbered.  It's quite useful and has saved many a hyde in its time.  Yet the drawbacks are pretty sickening:

a.  With knowledge comes power, as does reality.  Sometimes this reality is something I wish I never had to witness.  Example: obsession, perversion, deceit, etc.

b.  People don't like getting caught or figured out.  This makes relating often difficult.  Over the years I've found that pretending ignorance is best in most cases.  But that in and of itself takes its own toll on myself and those around me.

c.   I missed my calling, I should have been in a job that utilized these skills for a positive outcome.  I should have worked homicide or intelligence.  But with everything else, I really didn't want to jump through the years of hoops needed for adequate promotions in such vocations.  I have always found it hard to pretend under-skilled.  Impatient?  yep... to a fault.

What is all this for?

well in my current real world... I hate stalkers.  I hate pervs.  I hate ulterior motives.  I hate liars.  I cherish mistakes, they help us learn.  Sneakiness and chicken-sh*t hiders... I hate.

I know. I see. It gets you nowhere but further away.