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Monday, November 25, 2013

Mean People Suck

Why is it that when certain people get hurt they lash out in a very negative, volatile way?

I've never understood this approach.  If your goal is to hang onto something you are losing and you are hurt that you are losing that thing, why would you try to beat that very thing down?  Wouldn't you work to reconnect and rebuild the love and tenderness that has slowly slipped from your grasp? 

My guess is that this person never loved in the first place, they viewed the other as a possession and have anger that their "property is being taken.  That this gives them the right to demean and defame the property like an abused dog to shame it into feeling small and weak as if it has no worth and coming back to the property owner is it's only solace.

Consider the following:

If two people are meant to be together it is through thick and thin.  They will remain friends in the hard times, they may fight but they will never degrade or push the other away.  Remaining friends doesn't mean they become solely friends.  Passion must exist in their interactions with one another until the end of breaths.

Never in this equation should we ever sacrifice our needs; whether it be passion or respect.

Mean people suck

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Options

Thanks to some early morning thought-provocation, I would like to clear up a common misconception. I'm not a person who just 'does what she wants'

I'm a person who has made the most desirable choices out of the available options. Most often what I want is not available to me.

It might behoove me to opt out in the future rather than make a choice that is merely acceptable rather than stellar. After all, I appear satisfied, but I'm just appeased at best. I'd rather not have that viewpoint cast upon me. I think this will open doors for me to actually get what I want

Saturday, June 25, 2011

My lover

My lover, you left my body with a sweet kiss at my car, holding me in rapture until your fingertips press upon me like spellbound lyrics.  My hips spin rhythmically in figure eights liquid on your strong sweet thighs.  You alone electrify me.  You're needle engraves me with a signature of heat and fluid.  My lover, not my love.. You are the world to me in this moment.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Reggae vibes

Reggae love in my head.
Sonic vibrations rhythm in my soul.
I feel the sex in the room behind me.. lovers tasting lips desires hearts bodies and souls.
It's raping me, shaking me, taking me.. I said it before.
I'm writing here and painting on walls.
While love sounds become one with dub sounds.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Lust

Seems like it's nuthin' but trouble.
Euphoria gets ya singing "Should I Stay Or Should I Go"
In the moment, feels right like the other team's fumble
You just watch them cheer and take it like a pro.

•Got me feeling out of control
But i like it all the same

•I find it so tempting, my senses,
Independently i'm in control
Cuz you've got me so naked, I'm achin'
And i'm feeling something sensual

Phonejaxx ft Cosi Costi

•You know you got me burning up, baby

•You're always closing your door
Well that only makes me want you more
And day and night I cry for your love
But you're still not convinced that that is enough
To justify my wanting you
Now tell me what you want me to do
I'm not blind and I know
That you want to want me but you can't let go
Come on, let go, oh

Madonna

•Baby I've got the shovel, and I know that you've got the dirt, so c'mon, honey, let's get together and let's get down to work.

John Spencer Blues Explosion

•You make sick
I want you and I'm hatin' it
Got me lit like a candlestick
Get too hot when you touch the tip
I'm feeling it I gotta get a grip on this
Driving me crazy baby don't you quit
Can't get enought of it

Pink

Cool if your offense is game-tight. Trouble...unless you wanna pay double....

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

sex cures bitchiness

Yes it's true!

Sex knocks-out PMS & Smart Girls are better in bed!

Guys, if your girlfriend is bitchy, give her some of your luv-juice!  Turns out semen (yep, no condoms) absorbed into the vagina chemically and the result is a calming, pleasure inducing, hormone balancing antidote to female bitchiness.  

Studies also show that sex with an intellectual woman is superior to that of party girls and athletic gals.

click for source

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Goldilocks and The 3 Bears

June 3, 2006 - Saturday
Goldilocks and The 3 Bears

I'm just a girl
Living in a Goldilocks world
One's just too hot, the other too cold
The perfect one's soul is sold

I wanna heat it up
To fill my cup
But I'm not allowed
So I leave into the crowd
Step up and claim what is yours
Before I close the doors

You could be so right
If you'd only fight

But he's over here running hot
So much that it's gonna rot
Too much baby, it's gonna waste
Cool it down so I can have a taste
Step back, don't ask for more
So I can walk through the door

You could be so tasty
If you wouldn't be so hasty

Then there's you
I'm so confused, I have no clue
The perfect temperature
My longing for you has no cure
To resurrect the past
How long can I remain last?

You are so fine
If only you were mine

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Some people...

FNA. So your friend meets this guy, likes him enough. Goes out a few times and he's all pushy pursuing her. Then nothin' for a couple weeks. She writes it off because she's got options and lo & behold an email arrives out of the blue:

"I'm sorry, I just got back w/my ex and we had changed our #'s..... Dunno
how you feel about being side fun if you know what I mean..."

Is this for real?

It's not that I want to be put into the position of analyzing this, but it makes me think....

My question:
1. (back with ex)+(gotta change numbers)x(side gig)=
a) recipe for crazy baby mama psycho to come key your car
b) your booty-knockin' was the bomb and he doesn't want to let you go
c) your booty-knockin' was the bomb, but you 'aint girlfriend material
d) game-tight
e) call all your friends and bore them with your whining about how men suck
f) all of the above

Here's what I would say, "no thanks, I'm good"

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Outta Sight, Outta Mind. **women are not like men

I just had a conversation with someone the other day about MEN. I asked my friend the best way to get a guy off your back that you are not interested in. He suggested a couple of routes, one that made sense; "be honest", as well as one that particularly struck a cord. I'll tell you why:

Honesty was universal and kind, but his other suggestion was a bit gamey. Games aside, the worst part was that it went completely against every grain of my being. The suggestion to start contacting the guy a lot and be 'too' interested. That was a surefire turn-off for a guy. Apparantly men like him prefer women who are absent.

Well for me, and every woman I've encountered, when a woman gets distant like that: it's pretty much TOO LATE. We are attentive to the things we like. Guys say they love the chase so they figure we like the same. Not quite babe. If we stop putting energy into you, good luck buddy it means that attention is getting focused somewhere else.

On the flip side, female humans are not unlike those of other species where the one that gives us attention is the one who gets the prize. You ever see the peacock off around the corner chillin' get the peahen? Nooooo, she picks the one buying for her attention the most. Not to say we want a stalker or anything that extreme, we just want a guy who wants to be by our side, otherwise: Out of sight, Out of mind!

As for me, absence makes the heart grow fonder ONLY once the heart is involved. Otherwise, keep it pushin'

Thursday, April 10, 2008

The Rouse

Pleasure on the rise
Dionysious' pride
He's loving me uncontrollably
It's the softer side
Of prodded rage growing wild
Try and run and hide
Silly child this ain't no game
It'll only multiply and divide
Words like serendipity and rapture collide
Moments swept away in a pied piper tease
Wake violently to approach
Working in rythm and stride

~Nichole Leigh 10/2007

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Disturbingly accurate.

Nichole Sex F
Seattle, WA 53 United States 11/27/1970 00:36 - Julian day 2440917.86
Adjust 8.00 ST 4.50 Lat 47.36 Long 122.20

Birth Chart

This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Nichole

Sun in Sagittarius
She is good, idealistic, enthusiastic and warm-hearted. She is independent, has a taste for travel and freedom. She is pre-disposed to a professional career.
Weaknesses: She is too adventurous and leaves things to chance: takes risks which cause problems: she is rebellious and has a playful spirit.

Moon in Scorpio

Courageous, brave, independent, not a fearful nature. The type of sensual woman who likes
eroticism.Weaknesses: excesses of pleasures of the flesh, sensual delights and sensuality

Mercury in Sagittarius

Democrat, philosopher, tolerant, respectful of laws. Likes foreign travel. Believes that everything teaches you
something.
Weaknesses: free spirit, that likes adventure and will leap into hazardous and risky affairs.

Venus in Scorpio
Sensual and passionate, she likes love, the act of making love. Passionate loves, full of ardor and desire where the partner needs to be able to match her level or else recriminations will follow. While being passionate, she is also jealous and possessive.
Weaknesses: if disappointed or deceived in love, she can become bitter and odious. She hates the person as much as she used to love. Only jealousy can be as strong as hate.

Mars in Libra
Aggression
is quite simply repressed. She stores up the setbacks without letting it show, but too much can be difficult to support. Appreciates the Arts, beauty.
Weaknesses: she is quick to criticize the society in which she lives. She likes to please and plays on the affection of others.

Jupiter in Scorpio 
She is provocative, brusque, offensive. Very pretentious and opinionated, with lots of authority and ambition. Possibility of a large family.
Weaknesses: immoderate sensual appetite. Pretension, disdain, insolence.

Saturn in Taurus
Slow but
persistent in action. Perseverance of effort, assiduity, in a regular and set manner.
Weaknesses: she perseveres, insisting on her way but is intransigent. Not very expansive.

Uranus in Libra 
Well-developed artistic leanings.
Her balance can be upset by too great an independence.

Neptune in Sagittarius

Likes long voyages, things foreign, water.

Pluto in Virgo

Takes away her shyness.

Sign and ascendant
Sagittarius ascendant Virg0

The planets in the houses
The planetary positions in the houses express the facts relative to destiny.

Sun in III
She has a good education, a solid grasp of facts. Socially successful, she wants to be known. She has a strong influence on her circle.

Moon in III

Highly imaginative,
but has difficulty in concentrating. She fantasizes sometimes. Important studies, moves around a lot and travels frequently.

Mercury in IV 
Good education,
she is cultivated, likes literature, family life and family relationships.

Venus in III

Likes everything
that is beautiful, likes decorum. Outstanding intelligence. She works in a trade linked to beauty, fashion. Numerous select friends.

Mars in II

She undertakes daring and dangerous enterprises. She has lots of initiative. She works hard for her money, of which she earns a lot. She is a spendthrift, money comes and goes. She is always ready to start from scratch in the event of a setback. Great willingness and enthusiasm.

Jupiter in III

She has good judgement, a sense of values, an open and optimistic mind, a good education and high moral standards. She likes studying. She is successful in communications work. Her professional work is a vocation and plays a great part in her life.

Saturn in IX 
She is studious, patient, rigorous, austere. She likes reflection, meditation. She carries out all the plans she makes. She is a stay-at-home.

Uranus in II 
She has a lot of flair. She is unreliable at work, always ready for change. She must have an out-of-the-ordinary job, in which case all goes well: otherwise, she will often change jobs and will have financial problems.

Neptune in III

She has a lot of imagination, high ideals. She is nostalgic. Likes studying.


The houses in the signs

Ascendant in Virgo
Predisposed for the medical, paramedical, or social service professions. Likes peace and tranquility at home. Looks for a loving and tender partner.

House II in Libra 
Income will come either as a result of an advantageous marriage, or by a very useful association.

House III in Scorpio 
Makes a good investigator because she is very curious, likes researching and does this with a lot of patience, likes to solve mysteries. Knows how to take risks, while being aware of the dangers.

House IV in Sagittarius 
She will certainly marry a foreigner, or go to live abroad permanently and set up home there.

House V in Capricorn 
The absolute example of the "serious" type. Everything is calculated, the slightest risk analyzed, patience is one of her main qualities. Doesn't know anything about chance. One or two love affairs, marriage, a family, all unproblematic - done calmly with love and wisdom.

House VI in Aquarius

One of the professions or teaching. Weak point: the circulation of the blood.

House VII in Pisces 
Marriage with someone who will quickly disappoint. The spouse's lack of energy and vitality will annoy her,
and this could lead to the break-up of the marriage. A second, happier one could happen.

House VIII in Aries 
The spouse will tend to spend more money than she earns. Be careful of any haste that could prove dangerous. Drives a car too fast.

House X in Gemini 
Profession requiring lots of change and movement. If this isn't the case, then lots of job changes. Likes to move, travel, write.

House XI in Cancer 
Sincere and life-long friendships.
The family comes first, however.

House XII in Leo

A few problems with authority or someone in charge.

Interplanetary aspects


The interplanetary aspects have a strong influence on the character and disposition of the individual and, consequently, on her destiny.
The conjunction aspect is variable and depends above all on the nature of the conjoint planets.

292 Conjunction Sun - Neptune
She has a fertile imagination, is full of inspiration, and very emotional - all qualities that she uses on the professional level. She likes the Arts, beauty.

157 Conjunction Moon - Jupiter 
She is frank, honest, optimistic and generous. She likes good cooking, her comforts. Her friendships are sincere. She is a worker and knows how to surround herself with the right people: she is appreciated at work.

-129 Opposition Jupiter - Saturn

She is indifferent to what goes on around her, is mistrustful and always unsatisfied. She is easily irritated.

-104 Opposition Moon - Saturn 
She has changeable moods, a reserved character, is stubborn and lacks assurance. Her relationship with her mother is disturbing and difficult, she has considerable family problems. This is the standard aspect for children who are abandoned or lack maternal love.

89 Conjunction Moon - Venus

She is gracious, sweet and gay. She likes pleasure and entertainment, but also the Arts. She needs tenderness, loves and wants children. She appreciates home life in a comfortable atmosphere.

67 Sextile Moon - Ascendant 
She has a good influence on the family, which loves and helps the person. She likes travelling, movement, change. She likes contact and is open to other people.

47 Sextile Mercury - Mars 
She likes to discuss, likes polemic. She has good judgement and is determined. She is a worker and has lots of energy. She has a lively intelligence and goes to the heart of things.

39 Sextile Neptune - Pluto 

36 Trine Saturn - Ascendant 
She is serious, sober, thoughtful, pays attention to detail. She likes to be with older people.

24 Trine Uranus - Midheaven

She must have a job that allows her complete freedom, something non-routine. She likes change, has a lot of energy and knows how to influence others in spite of her originality.

-20 Opposition Venus - Saturn 
This aspect sometimes means unhealthy sensuality. She is hard, and does not know how to express her emotions. She is frightened of showing her love, and this leads to disappointments, break-ups, lack of satisfaction. It is likely that she had problems with her mother, who did not know how to love her or give her self-confidence. She doubts, is suspicious and jealous. She will learn how to be happy in love, to be at ease with herself and to control her jealousy in the second half of her life, thanks to an older person, who gives her self-confidence back to her, so she can then trust others.

-18 Opposition Mercury - Midheaven

She has no specific aim in life. She frequently changes jobs, is unstable but likes change, which gives her the feeling of living intensely. Lots of activity as far as love is concerned - she has a full sex life.

16 Sextile Jupiter - Ascendant 
She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.

-15 Square Mercury - Ascendant

She likes to criticize, to gossip. Frequently arguing, she is nervous but also disturbed. She looks out too much for a verbal battle, and is provoking.

Aspects
Planet Aspect Planet Orb/Value
Sun Conjunction Neptune 3.55 292
Moon Conjunction Venus 6.01 89
Moon Conjunction Jupiter 4.23 157
Moon Opposition Saturn 1.50 -104
Moon Sextile Ascendant 1.02 67
Mercury Sextile Mars 2.37 47
Mercury Square Ascendant 4.22 -15
Mercury Opposition Midheaven 7.34 -18
Venus Opposition Saturn 7.51 -20
Jupiter Opposition Saturn 2.33 -129
Jupiter Sextile Ascendant 3.22 16
Saturn Trine Ascendant 0.48 36
Uranus Trine Midheaven 1.32 24
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1.25 39
767 -286 481

Sign types & asteroids
Signs masculine 5 Signs of fire 3
Signs feminine 5 Signs of earth 2
Signs cardinals 2 Signs of air 2
Signs fixed 4 Signs of water 3
Signs mutable 4
Chiron Aries 5.48 R
Ceres Aries 24.21 R
Pallas Aquarius 28.34
Juno Taurus 22.03 R
Vesta Scorpio 21.37
Fortune Leo 28.28
South node Leo 27.22

Friday, January 25, 2008

How do you feel about casual sex?

Here’s my take:
Sex is very important to me. It is an open and intense place for me. I bond with my lover even if all we have is that one night. The intensity is unclassifiable. For that reason, I reserve casual sex for few select people. It needs to be a friend. We need to be able to bond by sharing intimacy privately without expectations, explanation, or regret. With a lover, the world assumes intimacy. With friends, it’s a secret only the two of us share. It might be selfish, but the less the rest of the world is involved, the more for us.

Relationship sex:
Sometimes friendship sex turns into relationship sex. I understand I run the risk of this evolution, but if I am to fall in love... I must first have a friend. But this transition requires perfect synchronicity. It requires consent on both sides. It is perfectly acceptable to love your friend. But we fail in that we skip the step of friendship trying to own partnership. I won't let anyone shame me for valuing the bond of a friendship over coupling. I am complete without coupling, it is only an enhancement, not an ingredient in my self-worth. But I am not above admitting I have needs. My ingredients: family, self worth in harmony with humility, ethics, respect, idealistic faith, intimacy, trust, and true siterhood/brotherhood that I have found in my deepest friendships.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Attraction

January 10, 2008 - Thursday


Attraction
Instant and effortless
Dopamine dictates. I have no choice
It's not temptation
It's too late. I tasted. Not ice cream this time
I feel it as my mind tries to wrap itself around and calm
Pleasure's scent intoxicates will power

Attraction
Senses alive
School girl thoughts dance anxiously
Seducing libido into love-making
Until sweat and pleasure's oil intertwine
I'll sleep in passion's electric blanket
And recover body then mind
Return into pragmatic bachelor-ette
Control that waits patiently
To take the wheel again and drive.....

Monday, December 3, 2007

Fire & Honey Carnival Ride

Disinterest is dancing with desire
This little Sag likes walking on fire
Her feet are not quite as soft
But lover she's smoothe as silk
Better stay away if you aint ready to get caught
Gonna be your obsession forever
If she takes you in for just one night
Don't think you bought her
Just cuz you paid the price
You just got a ticket to ride

Keep a cool head
Build her a hearth
So she don't burn wild
Keep her at a smolder, steam, or flame
But don't play a game
Or stay away for too long
Heat like that needs to be fed to stay strong
And passion feeds her like oxygen
Try takin control, better think again
Give her what she needs
Let her fly high but keep her in sight
And she'll come back every time
Like that crazy carnival ride

She gets the honey outta the hive
Scent of cotton candy got you open wide
Sugar crystals burn on every sweet flame
You haven't ever been so high
Schoolboy dreams coming alive
Over on the other side
Of those rows of white picket lines
Just a little freak for your own private show
Volatile fire calls you across every time
And this one's a hell of a ride

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Skinned My knee

My head was in those clouds again
I should have paid attention
cuz sometimes I slip and fall in love
Skin my knees and get myself a dizzy head
Hope only silence saw, brush off and keep moving straight ahead
I crossed that line in a lifetime's instant
Set a fury of passion free when I gave consent
And love's stains marked my heart
like initials carved in the skins of that proud tree
We'll make love beneath a lazy shade
And maybe this time we can set Eden free

Love happened to me again
I don't know how or when
No use in hiding this time
I'm gone and already on the ride

Betcha they won't notice cuz my love is not the usual brand
I take my time and stitch it by hand
And I can't seem to put a label on it.
I remember the day you crashed into my life
On the run from some old fight
We didn't care what was waiting at home that night
Intoxicating me with grace and freedom
Turns my blind eye to what you were running from,
You only knew my solace would be your bride
Love fog opaque hiding what's inside
This city takes it's breath from love's long sweet exhale
Bodies lost in pied piper song
But we both know we gotta move to keep this thing strong
So we'll run together like shots ahead of the chase
Today's high is so good, can't see withdrawl's pain
And morning's love hangover don't matter tonight
Can't remember how it took me almost all day to get right
Maybe next time but I can't leave you today
With only an agnostic prayer for the strength to turn away
I've already paid the price
In my heart I knew I was lost from the very first bite
And Eden will be our orchard every night

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Remembering you, Madame VanZanten. You touched my soul

For those of you who knew her, she was the most intriguing complexity and intrigue that ever blessed the sleepy hollow town that fed my formative years. She gave culture and discipline. Hated by the weak at mind, revered by the free.

Rest in peace.

Past coming into present, leaking into the future
Confusing the natural tendency to lean towards sense and order
How few acknowledge we are chasing the dragon
If logic rules and eradicates,
Why is the inductive the root of all haste?
Dreams, love, future, forgiveness, freedom...
All loose change of life that can never become that almighty dollar.
When will we see what we seek is organic
It has no rules, no regulation, no guarantees
The only thing consistent is birth life death
Yet it seems to be what feeds life into the umbilical cord called hope
Subsistance reciprocates dependance

I feel a tad out of place these days.
I'm staring at those I hold dear
Watching the struggle between the heart and the mind
I feel like I'm being guided by the soul of that blessed teacher.
Certainement madame, s'il vous plait. Je voudrais de l'embrace commes des vous
Freshman child looking into the intensity of her eyes
Some moments
Some souls
Penetrate and open your mind to truth
As never told but honered the path I would have to take
I learned the day I looked into her wise eyes intoxicating me with passion for elements outside that fed my passion within
That she told me something on a higher level
I had to let passion guide
Without, I'd be led astray
Find art, philosophy, and honest expression of the body and mind
Find life
That is love
Nothing more
Nothing less
Love

Sunday, October 14, 2007

He's learning that not everything pleasurable and fulfilling is love

October 14, 2007 - Sunday
Learning that not everything pleasurable and fulfilling is love

I am not in love with you.
I am your fantasy
I take my cues from your desires
Don't fear my love,
I will never be more than you can handle.

I will fulfill your curiosities
Pure hedonism in its highest form.
But please don't run my love
You created me, you alone guide me
The mind
Controls me
Not the heart,
So you need not worry I will bring you pain or fear.

Like the novel that carried you to exotic lands
Or the film that drew you to weep tears of joy
I'm there for you
Until the lights come up and bindings close around the final page.

But I will linger in your soul
Until desire draws you to the sequel my love.
Created by the mind, but resting lovingly in the heart.
I will not bring discontent when our story ends

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Just because you are a "Samantha, doesn't mean you are a "pimp"

Yesterday, I was called a "pimp"
Not sure if that was meant as a good or bad thing. I'm enjoying being single right now. Don't get me wrong, I love being in love as much as the next gal. I just don't want to rush it. I really feel comfortable with myself and I don't LONG for it. Don't need it. Would want it someday again, but I want it to feel right this time so I'm going to take my sweet time.
"I'm known to walk alone...But I'm alone for a reason" Beyonce, Upgrade U
If he's out there, we'll find each other. But he's just going to have to build the friendship first. It's not that I'm difficult or high maintenance- I'm about as far from that as they come (so I've been told). It's just that I've fallen for men before just for the physical and I've learned it alone doesn't make things last. I've stayed out of that mess by my own choice long enough to see that the two are separate things, but one without the other is nothing.
"Cause um... the sex was good you had my mind and I, I let you come back every time" Mary J Blige Enough Cryin'
I realize it's an integral componant to *love* ... making love ... but sex and making love are two different things. I don't make love to just anybody. I have to be in love, or at least in something. I've mistaken sex for love so many times. I certainly was no Charlotte looking for a husband. But damn, just cuz I was raised a good little Catholic girl, I don't have to love every man I touch.
I'm going to be allright all by myself unless I find this:
"Girl it's only U..have it your way. And if U want U can decide, and if you'll have me. I can provide everything that U desire. Said if U get a feeling...Feeling that I am feeling. Won't U come closer 2 me baby, you've already got me right where U want me baby. I just wanna be your man"D'Angelo How Does It Feel
Sooooo... I really have only one thing to say to anyone who thinks that a woman dating casually and not jumping head first into a relationship with the first guy that comes along (if I'm a pimp and that's a bad thing...):
"Love me or hate me it's still an obsession. If you love me then, thank-you. If you hate me then...F**K YOU!" Lady Sovereign... Love Me Or Hate Me
So I'm single for a reason. I waited a minute before I started jumping into this game so I knew I was in the right place. Because I never wanted to be vacant. How can I love if there's nothing left to give?
"Now how can he have her heart when it got stole?" Amy Winehouse He Can Only Hold Her

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Here: Deep Poetic

Not a glutton so I know when I don't need anymore
None of that.
I'm good, I got it all inside.
Creativity is the fire
Dose on that all night
With a fever of ninety-nine degrees on my wall
And oiled brushes staining canvas like lovers' sheets
Method is my style
Control cock blocks my flow
And I'm intent on getting what's mine

Hanging on is a means to an end
Activates self-destruction
Go-on. Turn a blind eye
Only thing I'm gonna leave is:
'Wondering why'
I know it hurts them
To see me in this state
Where chaos and order make love day and night
In Exodus they all excuse themselves
Cutting losses
Taking comfort in hindsight

There's paradox in tragedy
They bathe in blood sweat and tears cuz I'm
Succeeding in pushing every last one outta my life.
Take the left AND the right just leave without a fight.
Some of em try and stay.
Weathering sub-tropic storms
That surround my life
Rewarded pain as a prize when they come along for the ride
I paint Gilligan's Island for 'em
Start dolling out refunds in no time

Hanging on is a means to an end
Activates self-destruction
Go-on. Turn a blind eye
Only thing I leave you is
Wondering why
I know it hurts
To see me in this state
Where chaos and order make love day and night
So follow as
They all excuse themselves
Cutting losses
Taking comfort in hindsight

But you.
You are still here.
Long after the linseed and oil have dried
And I used all the ashes to texturize
Beauty from the fury that destroyed
Without subsitance to keep itself alive.
Here. Reading braille when I'm blind.
You let me struggle, fail and compliment my life
Making love in copulas that bind
Got me wanting to stick around
Maybe, this time

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Now that's some Baby-Makin' stuff!

Current mood: pleased
Category: Romance and Relationships

Last night....

You cuddled your head under my arm and slowly grazed your hand accross my stomach
Playing with my panties with a knowing touch as to what you were stimulating underneath
A slow movement up to my breasts exciting my breath to a quick steady pace.

You untucked your face from my arm and slowly moved down my tummy
Down to my freshly trimmed garden, ready to graze on my fruits
You, stimulating my waterfall thats pours my sweet love all over you
Me, welcoming you up to put your strength inside of me, swimming in the pool of life

I feel so much pleasure as you slide easily in and out of me
I keep a strong yet graceful grip around you as you explore inside
Just enough friction to feel like a glove, slick with the juices that welcome you home
I'm caught up in the pleasure and throw the pillow over my face
My body is on fire, blood pulsing through my pleasure zones.
Your arms hold me effortlessly
You whisper my name as I grab your thigh to pull you in deeper and tighter
My body moans with my mouth's sighs
I'm ready, you're ready
You give me your seed to make mine