Quantum Love Girl

September 10, 2006 - Sunday
"Quantum Love Girl"


Emotional intellect

Seems as though this is a deadly mix in the current paradigm.

Logic overrides life as it tries to make sense of and control the emotions.
Just like making sense of quantum through the "Many Worlds" theory allows us
to roll from one state into another, where all statistical laws break down
and cold flows to hot and hot to cold. Never quite satisfactory, like an
impossible proof. She's in a whirlwind wishing she had the mind of
Beyonce' instead of Sting.

Intellectual emo

Wishing for simplicity and calm. All is well when there is no puzzle.
Puzzles break her down into a million pieces. So she throws an apple out
the window, watching it shatter onto the ground below. Oh, to live in a
pure time when thought was revered. Now we look to brevity and short
skirts.

Feel good girls with poetic smiles, not thoughts.

Watch the apples roll off of her fingertips into a perfect state of free-fall till they hit the ground making a sound of glass wrapped in cloth, like the heart.

cuasssh!

She travels to the edge of town sits down in the ghetto. She feels so comfortable in her Prada shoes listening to Mozart. "Rock Me Amadeus"

Why must she consent to the world that wants her to read Tom Robbins when she wants Dosteyeski and Plato?

To hold those in her life dear? Why can't she be revered? She'll serve you when you crave her flavor, but everybody knows that you can't stomach to taste what is rich for every meal. Maybe next weekend when you tire of your Honey Bunches of Oats and burnt spaghetti.

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I never loved her

September 5, 2006 - Tuesday
"POETRY, I THINK...."


the mathematics never did add up...
one plus three, it's just not me said he

what did she expect? my loving would make it all ok?
she must have been crazy to think that they were worthy
I'm far too good to bend to that breeze

I tried to conceal it and make her see
through my love that I was all she would need.
I didn't tell her the solution for me was: it's not meant to be

I want her, but not her family, can I avoid them?
I want her, but not her friends, if I detest them enough will she let them go?
I want her, but not her dog I'm glad he's gone

Today I can see, that I really don't want her at all
"Let's have this conversation tomorrow"
Cuz tomorrow never comes....

She just goes away
and it's okay,
because I never loved her anyway....


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